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| things are great!! lol
hes so perfect and all mine!!! hehe
well im going to the movies tonight with my mom so that should be fun and i have the tennis tournament next weekend and then the weekend after that i am going to charlotte for the weekend to look for a dress for marys wedding lol and i have like a billion projects but im really not worried about them at the moment!! so yea im in a really good mood so yea but i just got outta the shower and imma go blow dry my hair yea so bye!!
chels~ gosh girly thanks for everything lately your the best and im glad were close again!!
mel~ gosh i dont know what i would do without you lol all or jokes i swear they never get old your a trip..thats for everything!! | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Current Music: | none | | Security: | | | Time: | 07:49 pm | | Current Mood: | cheerful |
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| well wow i havent typed in here in a very very long time but yea i should write in my xanga but i dont feel like it maybe later things are crazy and i have so much work lately like you have no idea but thats what i get for taking fucking honrs classes and matticola just gave us this big ass project thats lasting us till like the end of the fucking semester so that just toally sucks and i should look up so stuff for my project right now and finishing my sat stuff but nooo i wanna take a little break and i also need to practice my music for chorus so yea..but anyway!!
things are definately diffrent me and max broke up and i mean idk it just wasnt really working and thats probably b/c i cant stop liking drew to save my life..but then i thought about it and i really dont wanna stop liking him and i wanna be with him but yea that we both think wouldnt be good move for us right now but he did tell me that we would be together soon and i cant wait i know that alot of ppl dont want us together and right now i dont give a shit i really cant help how i feel,,,but yea that enought on that topick...
my cuz's wedding is coming up and i cant wait b/c im sure that it will be alot of fun i already saw her dress and it is absolutly gorgeous....i was just like wow...shes gonna be so pretty but it's new years eve so i know i wont be bored then or anything and my like whole winter break i'll be helping with the wedding so imma be busy busy busy!! lol but yea i cant wait...i think that it's kinda funny that her last name is gonna be Smith lol but yea im sure that im boring yall but i am just like really excited and it's not even my wedding but yea...this weekend i am going to find a dress for her wedding b/c im a register i think thats whats it's called...but yea im going to charlotte to concord mills mall...so yep!!
and as for my student ambassador thing all i have to do is go to my interview and justin is going to so i cant wait this summer is gonna be so so much fun...i cant wait til then...ya know like they say that you like have to be accepted but they rarely tell ppl no that they cant come but watch my luck and they say no boy am i gonna be pissed but i doubt that since like i was one of the 1st to register lol but yea cant wait..
and chelseas b day was today and shes 16 now so HAPPY SWEET 16 CHELSEA LYNN I LOVE YOU GIRLY!!!
hehe
but yea imma go do my homework now bye bye!!
keta*
and im not giving you up this time....
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| | Security: | | | Time: | 01:20 pm | | Current Mood: |  pissed off |
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| *~all the beautiful fake girls are out with their blue eyed boys tonite. while i lye hear and listen to the sweet sound of lonely silence. why not me?
im gonna show that world im worth a chance. im gonna show them im amazing ~*
some ppl really piss me off.....
cant wait til summer and i can get out of this fucking country!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | listen 2 your heart-bsb | | Security: | | | Time: | 12:48 pm | | Current Mood: | inbetween |
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| hey wow i havent done this in a long time b/c i never have the time anymore so yea...but anyway things just arent that great..me and my dad got into one of those fights again..the kind were i usally end up cutting myself...but i didnt not this time b/c i know now that it didnt do me any good and the only thing i got from it are the scars on my wrist and i try to not let ppl see them but if they do i just dont care anymore..and today is sept,11...which i know today should be like one of those prayer days and you should think about what happen back then..and i do feel very bad for them...and i hope that still eevryone has a great day....not that my lil entry is gonna do a damn thing...i got in a arguement with quite a few ppl last night and over stupid things i know but if ppl would just look at things from my point of veiw they would see y things like that just piss me off...and two of my really good friends did something and didnt tell me and i mean i still like him alot and idk it just didnt seem right that they would tell me and i know if i had did that with the guy she liked she would have gotten piss and even her best friend says she would have gotten pissed if we had done that but to them i have no reason 2 be mad...and i mean idc that they even went it's just they didnt tell me and im so fucking tired of ppl either lying 2 me or just not telling me the whole truth..i just got done with a shit load of lies from someone else and i am just so fucking tired of all the damn bullshit....i mean it just ugh!!! but anyway let me stop it's just making me more pissed off...i hope todays better...i dont wanna talk anymore so yea bye...
keta*
ash-I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANKS FOR EVERYTHING ASH CREAM PIE!!!! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| switched to xanga....hells_angel18
yep ok well bye!
me | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | where is your boy_FOB | | Security: | | | Time: | 11:09 pm | | Current Mood: |  blah |
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| um yea. . i give up. .
Where is your boy tonight? I hope he is a gentleman.
Maybe he won't find out what I know:
you were the last good thing about this part of town. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| | Current Music: | helena-MCR | | Security: | | | Time: | 08:35 am | | Current Mood: | blah |
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| hey!!
*yesturday*
well after i got home from tennis i ate and showered and all that jazz then me and my mom had 2 go go to the pool place to in raliegh to get stuff for your pool but i didnt mind going i like riding around and just listening to music i guess thats y i like loooooong car rides lol but yea anyway and then after we went there we came back to oxford and my mom wanted to go 2 dollar tree and so we went there and donta and shanta showed up being stupid like always lol and then we went outside and me and my mom were talking 2 them and then brandon showed up and we just talked 2 them for a lil and then my mom told them 2 come help us clean our house and whatever and s donta and shanta said they would help so yea and then we came back home and i had a package from newyork from my aunt it was a roxy hoodie i had gotten and then my daddy went and got me a reeses blizzard which was half way melted when he got home which i told him 2 buy the ice cream last..ugh but yea anyway around 10 something donta and shanta showed up and i told them 2 go home and went back 2 sleep my mom just told them 2 come back around 11 something today 2 clean the house lol so idk if there coming or not but yea and i have like this very weird cold which only affects me when i am trying 2 sleep..and that just sucks plan ass...but yea well i dont really have anythihng else 2 say and im sure i misspelled a shit load of words but i really dont care at the moment so yea well bye!!
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long not goodnight
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| | Current Music: | sugar were going down-FOB | | Security: | | | Time: | 05:45 pm | | Current Mood: |  disappointed |
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| hey!
well i just got home from tennis and it kinda sucked i did horrible ugh...but yea i think i might have sitted at # 3 but knowing my luck darden will change it so i'll somehow be # 6 or something which would really kinda piss me off i really wanna get out of my house tonight but i dont have anyway of doing that so it fucking sucks idk y i dont wanna be home tonight i guess i just dont wanna be at home...ugh well i got in center stage which made me really happy so far only 3 ppl got in which was me,courtney and lindsey i think and some of other ppl who tried out have 2 re sing there solos so yea...but im really happy thats over with...we have a match on monday agaist s vance i hate playing them idk y but i just do...UGH I WANNA LEAVE THIS FUCKING HOUSE!!!! ugh..well imma go shower and then eat and watch tv then do my homework i guess....ok wel yea bye...
Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week
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